Find Me.

Lost. What is this feeling?

Is it when I am here 

but I am really not?

Is it when I breathe 

but only simply to stay alive?

Emptiness is more dreadful than being lost.

I am awoken by my own thoughts,

only to realize that I am lost all over again.

Isn't it sad, to have lost someone?

Isn't it cruel to have someone lose you?

I call it murder.

I call it slaughter.

I call it madness 

beyond a reasonable doubt.

What is it that he desires?

What does his heart speak?

Every beat it makes

every rhythm, every whisper?

Prolonging the agony.

Be not ignorant of my pleas

every word I uttered

every ache, every whimper.

For he and I are only fleeting.

He slips away every time.

He slips away only to come back

and haunt me.

  

The music that he plays

I cannot resist

to dance in the waves of subsequent torture.

It is beguiling for sure.

It is enticing, a faultless lure.

Let this be my last wish,

that he will reconcile with his shadow

and sew them back to me.

Is he blind or deaf? 

Neither.

But the faintheartedness impedes 

what his eyes should see

and what his heart can want.

Let there be distance.

So he may be able to stretch out his arms

and unfold me into the darkness.

Let there be silence.

So he may find nothingness in the light.

Let there be love.

For when I am lost

I cannot hold on to the emptiness.

Let me be found.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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I'm Addicted to L- O- ♥ - E

There was a time in my life

I've struggled to be me.

Always asking myself

When is it going to be?

Most people search forever

the love they couldn't find.

They went on looking for more

and leave their lives behind.

Some waited a lifetime

others lay in vain.

Often they misunderstood

there's nothing more to gain.

I don't know where it leads us

should we hope for the best?

Or should I just dream and pray

that fate will do the rest.

But life is truly after all

about taking risk and chances.

You will never know what's out there

unless you are bold and fearless.

But no such thing as giving up

nothing can make me stay.

I go forward every time

and I always find my way.

Oh how I love the love I have

it's the greatest thing for me.

I want to stay in love forever

as long as I can be.

Doesn't matter who you are

wherever you may from.

Wouldn't matter if you miss a limb

it's okay if you are dumb.

I'm sure that the greatest joy

anyone can ever have.

Is to know that someone loves you

despite of all the bad.

I am addicted to love yeah

I am all yours to take.

But you have to promise one thing

That this isn't a mistake.

      

I am addicted to love baby

I'm a sucker for your love

I can't live without you with me

I'm so addicted to your love.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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On a Tuesday Morning

Remembering the things, we did

On a Tuesday morning.

I heard everything that you said

Oh the sky is falling.

My memories start to fade

Loneliness became a friend

It clings to me and won't let go

The pain will never end.

The sky is falling, it is crying

I am drowning can't you see

You have no idea, not a clue

Of what you did to me.

Oh baby don't you know it?

Drowning on a Tuesday morning.

You never cared, never dared

The sky is falling and left me crying.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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Oh You're In Love, So Deal With It

Have you ever needed someone?

Have you ever felt the pain?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

And you are never again the same.

Like a child looking for its mother

A sound of tumultuous laughter

In dark corners, in broad daylight

My shallow thoughts, my empty sight.

Nothing compares, no one dared

Irresistible pain, I gladly shared

Arms wide open, the unbearable siege

My strength is in you, go as you please.

For this, my heart favored your love

Beneath your wings, guarded from above

I am never weary, though my life is in danger

But that's how my love is, it takes forever.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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The Anatomy of Me

(when I am with you.. but I'm perfectly sane all by myself)

"I was once loved or thought I was

I loved 'em too, but it didn't last.

Dislike the fact that I am crazy,

an unpredictable bitch.

But I know you like it so much

every time you scratch my itch.

You're tired of all the accusations

and the NEVER ending drama.

While I like our disagreements

you hated all the stigma.

I like to go inside your head

and twist your brains apart.

I'll make you suffer, get you under

and leave your broken heart.

I can be the sweetest today

who knows in a day or two?

You'll never know what's gonna hit you

just prepare yourself, will you?

With me, your mind can never rest

I will keep you awake at night

Troubling your deepest thoughts

Gives you headache, gives you fright.

Oh, you thought I'm bad?

Always make you sad?

Is it why you're feeling low?

Gather your strength

shake it up!

Have more patience

and let it grow.

I know I am a handful

It's something you should know.

I'll never hide the real me

I'll always let it show.

Do you see me? Do you not?

Do I always make you frown?

Am I the worst enemy there is?

Do I always let you down?

Nah, please don't think like that

In fact, I can also be cool.

There will be times

I'll treat you nice

just don't take me for a fool.

Oh come on, don't be such a baby

I will never say I'm sorry.

For anything done

cannot be undone

there's nothing for you to worry.

 I know this is hard

but you'll come around

adjustments are never easy.

This is what happens, it's natural

when you really wanna marry....(me)

Baby, I can tell

you are asking yourself

by the looks upon your face.

Why you have to endure

and humiliate yourself

why keep doing all the chase.

So much has been said

there are lots to be done

disasters are along the way...

So will you tell me now

are you brave enough

are you bold enough to stay?

You thought I'm not the only bitch

 who can put your heart on fire.

But you can't find

the right word to say

I tell you it's "goodbye".

Disclaimer: This is from the men's point of view... I, of course, denied any of these allegations

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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Chances Are

How many chances do we have to give?

How many tears do we have to shed?

If I were to forgive your lies and deceit

Wouldn't mean I forgot how you lied and how you cheated.

Such great love you have and that was amazing

Who would have thought you were just pretending?

You made me believe it's gonna be forever

And spun me around you're a smartass oh so clever!

Keep on repeating continue denying

Just making a fool out of yourself

You think I don't know? You think I am stupid?

then you are clueless who you're dealing here with.

You should have known me, you should have cared

I won't tolerate your agenda, you won't be spared

Before anything else, better be prepared

This game that you're playing, gets you incinerated.

I'm glad that I found out sooner than you know

My life would have been in burning inferno

Those words that you spoke, didn't make me quiver

You didn't break my heart, you won't break me never.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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You and Me

Could it be? that you and me

Sailing, traveling through the deepest sea

Soaring high above the skies

Falling, riveting in a sweet disguise.

Could it be time.. could it be distance

Could it be magic that brought us together

Could it be luck.. could it be kismet

Could it be God that binds us forever.

So, could it be? that you and me

After all we've been through, we'll be truly free

Drained of all the year's anticipation

Settled, rested from our addiction.

Could it be that someday we'll find our way home?

We have wandered far, lost and alone

Nights seem forever and daylights are gone

It's hard to imagine.. this is it. I am done.

 ♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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Lost in Love..

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Have You Ever Been In Love?

Have you ever been in love?
You can touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love?

Have you ever walked on air, ever
Ever felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love?

Have you ever been in love?
You can touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love? Have you?

The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go ..I know

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love.. have you? huh?
Some place that you ain't leavin'
Somewhere you gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way?
The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent....
When you find it don't let go
I know.

Cos Have you ever been in love.. so in love..
You can touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesn't matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love? Say it.
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love?
So in love...

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