What Do You Know?

      I want you to know that I am always here

       You may not know it but I am always near

       I did not go far and I never left

       I kept the memories, they're hard to forget.

       I want you to know that I still feel the same

       It may seem impossible and think I'm insane

       I cross my heart and swear to the gods

       If I have been naughty, if I have been bad.

       I want you to know that I think of you often

       The kiss the touch, no they're not forgotten

       As I memorized the curves and lines of your face

       I recalled all the loving and your sweet embrace.

       But also, you have to know that I am uncertain

       Each lonely day that passes feels like a burden

       I always wondered if you feel the same way too

       Are you waiting for me, like I'm waiting for you.

      

      

              ♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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Merry Christmas!!

From my heart to yours

with gladness and cheers

wishing you happiness

throughout the new years!

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I'm Addicted to L- O- ♥ - E

There was a time in my life

I've struggled to be me.

Always asking myself

When is it going to be?

Most people search forever

the love they couldn't find.

They went on looking for more

and leave their lives behind.

Some waited a lifetime

others lay in vain.

Often they misunderstood

there's nothing more to gain.

I don't know where it leads us

should we hope for the best?

Or should I just dream and pray

that fate will do the rest.

But life is truly after all

about taking risk and chances.

You will never know what's out there

unless you are bold and fearless.

But no such thing as giving up

nothing can make me stay.

I go forward every time

and I always find my way.

Oh how I love the love I have

it's the greatest thing for me.

I want to stay in love forever

as long as I can be.

Doesn't matter who you are

wherever you may from.

Wouldn't matter if you miss a limb

it's okay if you are dumb.

I'm sure that the greatest joy

anyone can ever have.

Is to know that someone loves you

despite of all the bad.

I am addicted to love yeah

I am all yours to take.

But you have to promise one thing

That this isn't a mistake.

      

I am addicted to love baby

I'm a sucker for your love

I can't live without you with me

I'm so addicted to your love.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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On a Tuesday Morning

Remembering the things, we did

On a Tuesday morning.

I heard everything that you said

Oh the sky is falling.

My memories start to fade

Loneliness became a friend

It clings to me and won't let go

The pain will never end.

The sky is falling, it is crying

I am drowning can't you see

You have no idea, not a clue

Of what you did to me.

Oh baby don't you know it?

Drowning on a Tuesday morning.

You never cared, never dared

The sky is falling and left me crying.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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Oh You're In Love, So Deal With It

Have you ever needed someone?

Have you ever felt the pain?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

And you are never again the same.

Like a child looking for its mother

A sound of tumultuous laughter

In dark corners, in broad daylight

My shallow thoughts, my empty sight.

Nothing compares, no one dared

Irresistible pain, I gladly shared

Arms wide open, the unbearable siege

My strength is in you, go as you please.

For this, my heart favored your love

Beneath your wings, guarded from above

I am never weary, though my life is in danger

But that's how my love is, it takes forever.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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The Anatomy of Me

(when I am with you.. but I'm perfectly sane all by myself)

"I was once loved or thought I was

I loved 'em too, but it didn't last.

Dislike the fact that I am crazy,

an unpredictable bitch.

But I know you like it so much

every time you scratch my itch.

You're tired of all the accusations

and the NEVER ending drama.

While I like our disagreements

you hated all the stigma.

I like to go inside your head

and twist your brains apart.

I'll make you suffer, get you under

and leave your broken heart.

I can be the sweetest today

who knows in a day or two?

You'll never know what's gonna hit you

just prepare yourself, will you?

With me, your mind can never rest

I will keep you awake at night

Troubling your deepest thoughts

Gives you headache, gives you fright.

Oh, you thought I'm bad?

Always make you sad?

Is it why you're feeling low?

Gather your strength

shake it up!

Have more patience

and let it grow.

I know I am a handful

It's something you should know.

I'll never hide the real me

I'll always let it show.

Do you see me? Do you not?

Do I always make you frown?

Am I the worst enemy there is?

Do I always let you down?

Nah, please don't think like that

In fact, I can also be cool.

There will be times

I'll treat you nice

just don't take me for a fool.

Oh come on, don't be such a baby

I will never say I'm sorry.

For anything done

cannot be undone

there's nothing for you to worry.

 I know this is hard

but you'll come around

adjustments are never easy.

This is what happens, it's natural

when you really wanna marry....(me)

Baby, I can tell

you are asking yourself

by the looks upon your face.

Why you have to endure

and humiliate yourself

why keep doing all the chase.

So much has been said

there are lots to be done

disasters are along the way...

So will you tell me now

are you brave enough

are you bold enough to stay?

You thought I'm not the only bitch

 who can put your heart on fire.

But you can't find

the right word to say

I tell you it's "goodbye".

Disclaimer: This is from the men's point of view... I, of course, denied any of these allegations

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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If I Could, I Would { In memory of you)

(A poem for Dada)

 I have been waiting

for the moment to come

That I will be reminded

the time you have gone.

Is it really over?

will it ever go away?

The pain is still here

deep inside of me.

I miss you so much

especially when it rains

I will give up everything

to bring you back again.

I would like it to start

from the day that we met

Starting over again

like Romeo and Juliet.

Our moments together

was never that perfect

But I will try even harder

to do what you expect.

I will be the best of everything

your woman and friend

I will be your greatest lover

someone you can depend on.

  

I love being with you

through good and through bad

Things may be better or worse

still, the best that we had.

There were no resentments

there were no regrets

Despite the problems

I did try to forget.

What I want right now

is to be with you again

Forget what’s in the past

and maybe all the pain.

I will be strong as always

as you are my strength

I can do anything

beyond any lengths.

I won’t mind being busy

anytime, any day

Just by seeing you there

makes me happy and gay.

I won’t mind the visits

anywhere you wanna go

May it be to the doc

to the hospital..or just to walk.

I won’t ever mind

oh no! not at all...

I am your superwoman

I can do it all!

My mind maybe weary,

my body may get tired

But my soul is alive

and my heart is inspired.

I haven’t written a poem

as long as this one

But my heart says it for you

you’ll be proud as I am.

Things could have been different,

if you’re still here with me

I would still be happy

contented and free.

But now I know why

you had to go away

Though you never wanted to

it's okay... it's okay.

I still have you in me

you’re never too far

You shone the brightest

my only wishing star.

I did try to be happy

just like you wanted me to

But life isn’t that fair

I'm sorry I failed you.

But there’s always a next time

it's never over yet

Life must go on

and I have to forget.

With you beside me

I can never be sad

I always think of all

the good things that we had.

I will make it through

I will do it for you

Just one day at a time

to make everything new.

But I will wait for that promise

and will really hold true

That you’ll send me someone

just for me Dada.. just for me, from you.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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My Secret Friend

Maybe you and I are not even friends

'cause even in friendship, we didn't last.

but I'm glad that someone's always there

to lighten my burden, to forget the past.

And even though I made mistakes

this one would always forgive

we argued we hated, we cursed, we fought

but we are still friends that I believe.

No matter how long, wherever we are,

the distance didn't keep us

from seeing each other, from getting connected

It's amazing! how time flies fast.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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You Don't Love Me The Same

You used to say you love me

you used to say you care.

You used to show me great things

of beauty beyond compare.

You would greet me every morning

with your sweet tender smile.

A caress that says I'm perfect

oh, those were so worthwhile.

Where did you go and why?

You ceased to be who you are.

The tenderness came rough

the light is out.. it's gone.

So, I say you're now different

and you have completely changed.

You've started to ignore me

and have been acting strange.

I wanna think you're just busy

going back to work.

Or is it your mind is confused

whether to settle your divorce.

I know I don't wanna say this

'cause it's making me insane.

But I've come to the conclusion

that you don't love me the same.

You don't love me the same.. :(

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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I Am The ONE

Whenever you're sad and feeling blue

And when you feel like the world is cruel

You will need someone to be there for you.

I am the one.

When some of your days turned into nights

If peace and happiness are out of sight

If you need someone to hold you so tight

I am the one.

There will be times when you just need a friend

Someone to talk to when each day ends

A loving heart and all ears to listen

I am the one.

I know it's tough and you can't even smile

Don't you think it's worth it even just for a while

Together hand in hand and walk a mile

I am the one.

I am the one that you really wanted

It has always been me that you really needed

I can make you laugh, whenever you frown

I can make you mad, turn you upside down

But I will care for you and will fight for you.

I am the one.

Nobody knows you like the way I do

You were never loved like I did to you

And even if takes forever to be with you

I will always be waiting, 'cause I am the one.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-

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Two by Two

                                      I caught myself wond’ring

Of what the future will bring

What are my hopes

What are my wishes

Shall I dance or shall I sing?

Sometimes I'm confused

I don’t know what to do

There is always something

There is always new.

I know I have to choose

Between the old and the new

Of great things and bad

And which place to go.

What is it? why is it?

Tell me what to do

Help me find the answer

Can't make it without you.

♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥

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