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Find Me.
Lost. What is this feeling?
Is it when I am here
but I am really not?
Is it when I breathe
but only simply to stay alive?
Emptiness is more dreadful than being lost.
I am awoken by my own thoughts,
only to realize that I am lost all over again.
Isn't it sad, to have lost someone?
Isn't it cruel to have someone lose you?
I call it murder.
I call it slaughter.
I call it madness
beyond a reasonable doubt.
What is it that he desires?
What does his heart speak?
Every beat it makes
every rhythm, every whisper?
Prolonging the agony.
Be not ignorant of my pleas
every word I uttered
every ache, every whimper.
For he and I are only fleeting.
He slips away every time.
He slips away only to come back
and haunt me.
The music that he plays
I cannot resist
to dance in the waves of subsequent torture.
It is beguiling for sure.
It is enticing, a faultless lure.
Let this be my last wish,
that he will reconcile with his shadow
and sew them back to me.
Is he blind or deaf?
Neither.
But the faintheartedness impedes
what his eyes should see
and what his heart can want.
Let there be distance.
So he may be able to stretch out his arms
and unfold me into the darkness.
Let there be silence.
So he may find nothingness in the light.
Let there be love.
For when I am lost
I cannot hold on to the emptiness.
Let me be found.
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
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Love thyself first.
“Accept yourself, love yourself, and keep moving forward. If you want to fly, you have to give up what weighs you down.”
― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart
Hey it’s me.
when you think about tomorrow
you let go of what has been,
you ignore the hurt and the sorrow
and be your owns greatest friend.
love yourself.
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
Love Sucks.
"Have you ever experienced something so profoundly wonderful that once it was
taken away from you, your life felt unbearable? I believe when you love someone,
and that person loves you back, you're uniquely vulnerable. They have the power
to hurt you, it's like nothing else." - The Originals"
Love is the only way.
Love that suffers long.
Love that is kind, that does not envy, that is not proud.
Love that does not dishonor or seeks for itself.
Love that is not easily angered and rejoices in truth.
Love that never delights in evil.
Love that protects, trusts, hopes..
Endures all things.
That kind of love.
You Don't Love Me the Same (repost)
You used to say you love me
you used to say you care.
You used to show me great things
of beauty beyond compare.
You would greet me every morning
with your sweet tender smile.
A caress that says I'm perfect
oh, those were so worthwhile.
Where did you go and why?
You ceased to be who you are.
The tenderness came rough
the light is out.. it's gone.
So, I say you're now different
and have completely changed.
You've started to ignore me
and have been acting really strange.
I wanna think that you're just busy
going about your work.
but your silence is unbearable
set me absolutely berserk.
I know I don't wanna say this
'cause it's making me insane.
But I've come to the conclusion
that you don't love me the same.
You don't love me the same.. :(
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
It’s Too Late
None of it matters nowYour love turned to hate.You drown deep, in sorrowAnd brusquely, secretly ache.None of it matters nowDon’t even try to validate.It was only yours to borrowAn unforgivable mistake.
No, none of it matters now.There’s no point to negotiate.There’ll always be tomorrowA fresh new start to make.♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
What Do You Know?
I want you to know that I am always here
You may not know it but I am always near
I did not go far and I never left
I kept the memories, they're hard to forget.
I want you to know that I still feel the same
It may seem impossible and think I'm insane
I cross my heart and swear to the gods
If I have been naughty, if I have been bad.
I want you to know that I think of you often
The kiss the touch, no they're not forgotten
As I memorized the curves and lines of your face
I recalled all the loving and your sweet embrace.
But also, you have to know that I am uncertain
Each lonely day that passes feels like a burden
I always wondered if you feel the same way too
Are you waiting for me, like I'm waiting for you.
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
I can sing ! Surprise, Surprise!
Just a Fool
(Cristina A)
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Another shot of whiskey please bartender
Keep it coming til I don't remember at all
How bad it hurts when you're gone (na na na)
Turn the music up a little bit louder
Just gotta get past the midnight hour, uh-uh
Maybe tomorrow it won't
Be this hard
Who am I kidding
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel
(Yeah yeah yeah)
And I
Waited and waited so long
For someone who'd never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true (yeah yeah)
I'm just a fool
Let Me Be The One
Let it be me
let me be the one
let me always love you
be your moon and your sun.
Let me be your queen
let me be your wife
let me make you smile and think
all the best times of your life.
If you will only let me
I will promise to be true
I will let you have the best of me
everything, everything's for you.
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
This longing
if you don't already know
i have this longing
i have this longing
that I ached in secret
the cross I have to bear...
i'd say, what a catastrophe
it is to betray thy self
caught in an abstruse affair.
had there been an alternative
i could have picked one
this longing is my enemy
a chosen circumstance.
pain is not a thing of the past
neither love, nor hope
neither love, nor hope
yet my wishes are abstained
and i secretly anguish.
i summon the angels
may my sins be forgotten
arise me from slumber
or let me just vanish.
but then again, this longing remains..
♥-EndlezzlyOriginals-♥
Loving the night shift.
Could it be time.. could it be distance
Could it be magic that brought us together?
Could it be luck.. could it be kismet
Could it be God that bound us forever.
