The Problem With Love is..

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       The problem with love is..

       It is blind yet it can see.

       It can't hear though it listens

       It follows but seldom leads.

       The problem with love is..

       It gives without asking.

       It shares till nothing is left in itself.

       It confirms even if it is disagreeable.

       The problem with love is..

       It still cares though hurt.

       Always persevere though weary.

       Always hopes.. even in doubt.

       The problem with love is..

       It is stubborn yet obedient.

       It is strong but also weak.

       It is selfless but greedy all at once.

       The problem with love is..

       It knows no limits.

       It stretches far beyond boundaries.

       It breaks away.. it escapes.

       But the worst problem of love is..

       It loves the problem it brings.

       It wears them like a favorite shirt.

       It got stuck, got immune to it.

       I wish I was never in love. :(



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Find Me.

Lost. What is this feeling?

Is it when I am here 

but I am really not?

Is it when I breathe 

but only simply to stay alive?

Emptiness is more dreadful than being lost.

I am awoken by my own thoughts,

only to realize that I am lost all over again.

Isn't it sad, to have lost someone?

Isn't it cruel to have someone lose you?

I call it murder.

I call it slaughter.

I call it madness 

beyond a reasonable doubt.

What is it that he desires?

What does his heart speak?

Every beat it makes

every rhythm, every whisper?

Prolonging the agony.

Be not ignorant of my pleas

every word I uttered

every ache, every whimper.

For he and I are only fleeting.

He slips away every time.

He slips away only to come back

and haunt me.

  

The music that he plays

I cannot resist

to dance in the waves of subsequent torture.

It is beguiling for sure.

It is enticing, a faultless lure.

Let this be my last wish,

that he will reconcile with his shadow

and sew them back to me.

Is he blind or deaf? 

Neither.

But the faintheartedness impedes 

what his eyes should see

and what his heart can want.

Let there be distance.

So he may be able to stretch out his arms

and unfold me into the darkness.

Let there be silence.

So he may find nothingness in the light.

Let there be love.

For when I am lost

I cannot hold on to the emptiness.

Let me be found.

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The Mourning Bride

Ask again that question.

Speak again in that soft voice,

and look again with wishes in thy eyes.

Oh no! Thou canst not.

Canst thou forgive me then?

Will thou believe so kindly of my fault,

to call it Madness?

Oh, give that madness yet a milder name,

and call it Passion.

then still be more kind, and call that passion, Love.

Hell, hell,
Yet I'll be calm.

but now the dawn begins, 

and the slow hand of fate 

is stretched to draw the veil

and leave Thee bare...

Heaven has no rage, like love and hatred turn'd

Nor hell a fury, like a woman scorn'd.

Russell Boyle

                  (excerpt) by William Congreve

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Hey I'm This Girl

Hey I'm this girl when I'm with you

You made me do things I didn't want to do

You made me lazy, drove me crazy

Spun me around made me look like a clown.

Hey I'm this girl when I'm with you

You literally changed my life anew

I had to drag myself out of bed

While you endlessly running inside my head.

Hey I'm this girl when I'm with you

You stole my heart and broke the law

And even though I hurt and mourned

I kept on waiting for your return.

Hey I'm wondering how you are doing

If I'm not around and without my loving

If you don't feel my touch, my kiss my caress

How are your nights, are they not all missed?

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Fitness Update

First snow of the year. I'm all geared up for the cold and I'm feeling sexy and fabulous! Now to the  school I go!

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What Do You Know?

      I want you to know that I am always here

       You may not know it but I am always near

       I did not go far and I never left

       I kept the memories, they're hard to forget.

       I want you to know that I still feel the same

       It may seem impossible and think I'm insane

       I cross my heart and swear to the gods

       If I have been naughty, if I have been bad.

       I want you to know that I think of you often

       The kiss the touch, no they're not forgotten

       As I memorized the curves and lines of your face

       I recalled all the loving and your sweet embrace.

       But also, you have to know that I am uncertain

       Each lonely day that passes feels like a burden

       I always wondered if you feel the same way too

       Are you waiting for me, like I'm waiting for you.

      

      

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